||[05 May 2004|08:22am]
LAYER ONE: On The Outside
name : Jasmine Janay Johnson
Birthday : Oct. 31, 1987
Birth place : Wilmington, Delaware
Where you are now : Smyrna, Delaware
Eye Color : Brown
Hair Color : Brown
Height : 5'4"
Zodiac Sign : Sexy Scorpio
LAYER TWO: On The Inside
Your heritage: African American
Shoes you wore today: bebe'z
Weakness: who knows
Your fears: tornados .. and ... ?
Your perfect pizza: greesy! extra cheese! pepperoni! grated parmasean cheese!
Goal you'd like to achieve: Going to college, and have dr. before my name, have a great family not get divorced and have good kids.
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
Your thoughts first waking up: o god im late
Your best physical feature: my boobs
Your bedtime: ummm i usually fall asleep when i get home from school lol
Your most missed memory: bein with my nana
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King... Sourdough bacon cheeseburger!
Single or group dates: Single dates.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Smoke: I have. Dont now.
Single: unfortunatly not
Take a shower everyday: no. who takes showers everyday.... of course i take a shower everyday!
Have a crush(es): yup .. a secret ill never tell
Think you've been in love: one too many times
Like(d) high school: no i hate this hell hole
Want to get married: yea and have a familia
Believe in yourself: most of the time
Think you're attractive: yea
Think you're a health freak: no i enjoy unhealthy food
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Play an instrument: .. nope cant say that i do
LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: nope ive given up on that life
Gone on a date: every weekend with my novio
Gone to the mall?: of course gettin prom stuff
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: munchies are a bitch
Eaten sushi: Never
Been on stage: Yup
Gone skating: yup i used to go every fri. and sat.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Been trashed or extremely intoxics
Been caught "doing something": Nope
Been called a tease: No
Gotten beaten up: Never
Dyed your hair: Yup
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
Age you hope to be married: uhmmm i dont know man
Numbers and Names of Children: Well, i want 2 or 3 kids. names, I dont know yet
How do you want to die: without pain
What do you want to be when you grow up: succesfull
What country would you most like to visit: Brazil
LAYER NINE: In a guy...
Best eye color?: brown
Best hair color? Dark
short or long hair: my baby is bald, i love that
Best first date location: uhmmm a dinner
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
Number of people I could trust with my life: I'd have to say 4, my mom, my best gyrl, my brother & my man
Number of CD's I own: too much
Number of piercings: 5
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: Once
Number of scars on my body: None
Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing.
|AYO im BACK
||[01 Aug 2003|10:12am]
i guess now people can stop trippin about me not ever commenting or posting........ i should be commeting about everyday now .. so .. if i miss a couple of days dont hate .. cuz im not home everyday of my summer vacation..
but anyways .. mah vacation has been bangin .. ive been stayin on campus at Delaware State University its been so much fun .. we went everywhere on trips .. last week i went to New York .. to Times Square ayo and i saw Free, Some dude offa Dip Set, Freeway it was mad fun there .. so yea we did mad stuff .. i went white water rafting whose ever seen a black person go white water rafting? .. i dont know if anyone has .. please comment and tell me lol but i just got back from A T L A N T A S H O R T A Y!! it was so much fun down there .. yo and yesturday i saw a l l e n i v e r s o n he was real mean he didnt give any autographs or nothin .. snoop dogg was at the lennox mall .. and sean paul was supposed to come to some festival .... but he didnt come OH SHIT and yall know khia?"my neck my back?" we saw her at six flags over Georgia she was mad beat ... lol .. ive done so much so far .. and i still gotta month of summer left ..
i miss mah boyfriend .. hes in indiana at basketball camp
||[19 Jun 2003|12:04pm]
DAMMIT I TYPED THIS WHOLE LONG ENTRY ... IM GONNA DO IT LATER
||[21 May 2003|12:04pm]
welll this gonna be a short entry cuz this class is almost over .... and anyway i dont really got nothin to talk about!!
but nothin really its rainin outside today .. and i cant stand the rain
and im sad cuz seniors last day is in 2 days and im really gonna miss my friends
today i should be goin toi debbies jewlery party .. and wat it is dont fuggin ask me .. .. lmao im just gonna be there
last night i wast the funniest ass movie!! .. FRIDAY AFTER NEXT .. anybody see that shit?!!!
HOLY MOLY . . DONUT SHOP LMAO thats that good shit!! ..
dang .. bell already rung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOTTTTTA GOOOO
eAzY love you all
||[20 May 2003|05:18pm]
Dang i got the funniest cutest note today!! ..
Whats up baby? nothing her chillen in 4th priod thinkin about you. but thats nthin new .. i've been feelin you since the 1st day i moved down here .. i feel like if we talk that i will last forever. because my feelings are so strong for you i just never told you because you was with lb but you aint with nobody now and its the time to amke you mine i want you in the future to be something special to me when we was in calss talking about LOVE poems it made me think maybe one day we ca fall in love
dang he funny right? .. noffin really happened at school yesturday .. my mom still in florida .. mom mom on her way to cook me some food !! hell yea!! .. but anyways this weekend was fun cuz i stayed at debras ..
dang i went to the state meet on monday .. and did i get CAUGHT UP? well my ex was there .. and hes like the murfuggin love of my life .. hiz name jon n he white ... cutest banginist white boy youll see .. !! well he was there... ... then bruce who im talkin to currently was there .. then justin was there ... dang!! and we just banged like a few weeks ago .. and im talkin to someone else ... then !!!!!! i find out justin is bruces first murfuggin cousin aint that some shit! lmao!!
my life my life
o snap i got prom pictures too .. im scannin them n o w!
|AWW LOOK LOOK LOOK
||[29 Apr 2003|10:14am]
well my ex is so great! i love him still look at this note he wrote..
I am so happy we are happy again. We just have to fight off all the haters. I couldn't imagine what life could be like without you in it. Now that i have found out what it felt like i don't even want to hav eto go through it again. Without you i get in fights all the time and all these dumb things like that. But with you on my side, these things never happen. From now on i am goin to devote all my time to you, and treat you better than ever. now we can get back to the way things used to be but only better. especially those lovely kisses, your beautiful face and your beautiful personality. lets just put all the negative things behind us and look toward the future. well got to go
I LOVE YOU,
ps. i am so happy we got back together
i love you so much
and you look astonishing today
love always jay henry
aww just great
||[24 Apr 2003|11:48am]
and my reasoning is that if your one of my friends... you comment
and if you dont your prolly not on my list ... so yea
who needs the extra people who just read my journal just to read it and not comment
so if ya wanna be my friend +dd me ill add ja back
|i got this from mamii_soo_thick
||[20 Apr 2003|05:45pm]
AGE: younger than i look
B-DAY: 10 <> 31
SCHOOL: HIGH SCHOOL
RELIGION: baptist .. i am black
CHURCH: DAMN ..
# OF FAMILY MEMBERS: who counts all dat?
COLOR: yellow !
SONG: Play No games .. lil jon ... listin to that shit
BRAND OF CLOTHES: iunoeveno
SHOES: onez.. k swiss .. iunoeveno
TEACHER: mrs. garcia .. (she puerto rican)
NUMBER: 10 cuz ima dyme
ICE CREAM: iunoeveno
FOOD: #6 .. big and tasty meal
FAST FOOD JOINT: burger king
REAL RESTURANT: red lobster
STATE: NEW YORK
CITY: NEW YORK
MALL: FULTON ST.
MOST FRIENDLY: shaina
MOST BITCHY: sammie
MOST POPUALR: iunoeveno
LEAST POPUALR: i wouldnt be caught dead wit a cornball
BIGGEST DRUNK: lol ric
BIGGEST FLIRT: me
LEAST FLIRTY: debra
MOSTLY LIKELY TO MARRY OUTTA HIGH SCHOOL: iunoeveno
NEVER WILL GET MARRIED: mannie
BEST DRIVER: sammie
WORST DRIVER: me
MOST ANNOYING: =X
BEST DRESSED: iunoeveno mannie i guess
WORST DRESSED: lmfaoO
BEST HAIR: me
WORST HAIR: uhhhmmm
PRETTIEST EYES: anthony
BEST SMILE: anthony
BIGGEST PLAYER: justin (n i would be talkin to him)
BIGGEST NUN: debra lmao
KNOWS YOU THE BEST: sammie or josh it depends
CALLS YOU THE MOST: debra
EMAILS YOU THE MOST: debra
CALLS YOU LEAST: iunoeveno
EMAILS YOU THE LEAST: iunoeveno or care
HARDEST WORKER: debra lmfao
BIGGEST SLACKER: me
COULD BE A COMEDIC: LoLoLolloolll cherry
BEST SINGER: none of my friends can sing
WORST SINGER: iunoeveno
WOULD ROOM WITH: sammie .. debra .. mike .. iunoeveno who else
NOT ROOM WITH: josh ..
IF YES, HOW MANY: iunoeveno
GIRLS OR BOYS: iunoeveno
NAMES: Alize .. Moet .. aromA .. therapAe
GIVE BIRTH OR ADOPT: iunoeveno
WHERE WILL YOU LIVE: iunoeveno
WHY: damn you know . ... ... iunoeveno
WHO IS YOUR HERO: nana r.i.p.
WHY: thats the nicest women i have ever met.. shes strong in her values ... something i wish i was more like ... now shes passed and i need to be more like her
WHERE IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE: egypt
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS: damn iunoeveno spend it lol
HOW MANY RIGS BEFORE ANSWERING THE PHONE: whenever i get to it
HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU BRUSH YOUR HAIR: uhhhmmm hopefully everyday lol
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW: none HAH! lol
18/21 YRS OLD: 18
CLASS/DITCH: fuCK clasz
BOWLING/MINI GLOF: bOwling!!!
STRAWBERRY/BANANNA: bananannnannananannnan hah! lol
4 DOORS/2 DOORS: 2 doors
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU/SHE'S ALL THAT: shes all that .. havent seen the other one
JOSH/NICK: josh ... my bf's name lol yayy~!
WEEKENDS/WEEK DAYS: weeeeekendz
[bands] any rOckker shiit
[subject] science ...
[color] boOqer qreen <~~~~ i agree with mamii_soo_thick
*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] briedfs
[plaid or striped?] plaid
[scream or scream2 or scream3?] scream2
[ska or punk?] nO
[salt or pepper?] pepper
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] o.k.
[bright colors or dark colors?] briiqht
[beavis and butthead, king of the hill, or daria?] daria
[tic-tacs or certs?] tic-tacs
[sunshine or rain?] sunshine
[rain or snow?] snow
[sun or moon?] m0000n
[silver or gold?] qOld
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] siilk
[preps or freaks?] yea fuck <^> em both
[popcorn-with or w/out butter?] witt
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] mayO and ketchup
[shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] separate
*if you were _______, what would you be?*
[an animal] butterfly
[a fruit] kiwi
[a vegetable] cucumber
[a color] yellow
[a bug] lady bug
[are you smart?]yiip
[do you like onions?] no
[what instruments can you play?] nOne
[what words do you overuse?] wth ... snap ... blah
[do you like to fingerpaint?] sure like 3 years ago
[do you sleep with socks on?] sometimes ... then i take em off
[are you ticklish?] yes he he he
[are you shy?] nope dont believe i am
[do you talk to yourself?] naw am str8
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] 1
[do you have a basement or an attic?] attiC and basement
[did you go to preschool?] nope
[are you a morning person?] helllll nO
[whats your purity test score?] iunoeveno
[would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] freeze
[are the best things in life free?] iunoeveno
[can money buy happiness?] ... they go good together .. but i dont think so
[if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it?] pink
[if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] lip
[if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?] my name prolly wit i pretty picture or somethin
||[15 Apr 2003|09:51am]
yesturday nothin really happened... only thing that happened yesturday is my mom is really whack... tell me why she made me leave track practice earlly ... she aint tell me why is was leavin early but she was just laughin .. then i asked her why she was laughin and she wouldnt tell me ... come to find out she told a lil down the road ... she was takin me so that i had to make pretend sick cuz she took off for emergency sick leave... so she had to get an excuse for work.. lol shes funny ... i was kinda mad though cuz I usually dont lie and i hate lying!
anyways then i went home and i tried to call justin but he didnt answer... so ummm iunno guess ill call him later today
today josh isnt talkin to me i dont really know why though! maybe it has to do with how i was smokin at the party the other day ... oh and to +dd ... i was really skuuurd when i went to the doctors cuz i may have had to pee in a cup ... and it wouldve shown i was smokin ... hoewell ... the doctor didnt .. back to the subject ... yep josh isnt talkin to me .. who cares sometimes i feel like no one really loves me truely! hoewell ! someone will!
talk lada WUN
||[13 Apr 2003|03:41pm]
yeppers ... me and sammie just got back from her sisters house .. mad fun .. ! it was laurens roomates birthday so lauren threw a part for him ... me and sammie were about to crack if we didnt get out of the house so justin paylor came and picked us up and took us to laurens... then when we got there steven teddy keith and some wigger and kasien and erica reginold the 3 sisters .. amber jessica and some other girl and then ... brandon slaughter and some other people i aint know and along with .. matt who i havent seen in so long cuz he ran away! lmao
anyways it got really wild when i got smart with larry and he dont really take too much crap and he threw and beer on me! ... dont feel like explaining why!
i got high and it was funny ... i wasnt wylin out though ... but i was real trashed i kissed justin and anthony ::He He He::
anyways ill holla lata WUN
||[12 Apr 2003|10:41am]
\\ Tha 411 //
+ Full Name: Jasmine Janay Johnson
+ Nicknames: ***Jiz***
+ Age: 15
+ Birthday: October 31... halloween
+ Location: Clayton, DE
+ E-mail: email@example.com
+ AIM: itzxjiz
+ Color of eyes: brown long lashes!
+ Hair: Long Brown Curly
+ Height: 5'3
+ Shoe Size: 7 1/2
+ Brothers/Sisters: NOOPe
+ Who do you live with: my mom
\\ Have You Ever... //
- Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Yeppes
- Missed school because it was raining: maybe the bu
- Put a body part on fire for amusement: nope dont believe i have
- Been in a car accident: Yeah
- Been hurt emotionally: ::i try not too::
- Kept a secret from everyone: only some i tell sammie errythang
- Had an imaginary friend: Nope
- Wanted to hook up with a friend: ::nods::
- Cried during a movie: Yeah... lmao ... MULAN!...
- Had a crush on a teacher: NOPE!
- Had a New Kids on the Block tape: eww ... SAM HAS HAH!
- Been on stage: ::nope::
- Cut your hair: Yeah...
- Been sarcastic: ... yeeaaaH?!
\\ Faves //
+ Shampoo: Nexxus
+ Color: Yellow!
+ Day/Night: Night
+ Summer/Winter: Summer time... dayum and this 1's gonna be crazy!
+ On-line smiley: the winker...
+ Lace or satin: lace
+ Cartoon Characters: ginger faughtly!
+ Fave Food: baked sweet potatoes
+ Movie: Save the last dance
+ Fave Subject: Student Aid
+ Fave Drink: Hawaiin punch
+ Fave person to talk to online: sammie and chuck and jon and deb
\\ Right Now //
- Wearing: t shirt and panties lol ... hah!
- Hair is: pulled up in a high pony tail
- I'm feeling: Very AWAKE
- Eating : nothin i just got done eatin grapes ummm!
- Drinking: nuffing
- Thinking about: when this thing is gonna be over
- Listening to: 106th and park
- Talking to: momma
- Watching: refer to the 3rd to last question!
\\ In the Last 24 Hours //
+ Cried: yea yesturday ... momma!
+ Worn a skirt: no its too cold.
+ Met someone new: nah
+ Cleaned your room: yea every thursday i have to
+ Done laundry: yea yesturday
+ Drove a car: ... nope
\\ Do You Believe In... //
- Yourself: yea if i cant do that who can i trust
- Your friends: sammie...
- Santa Claus: Uh... NO!
- Tooth Fairy: nope never did
- Angels: Nana .. <333 i know shes there <333
- Ghosts: yea
- UFOs: there probably is
\\ Friends & Life //
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: me and lb just broke up and josh ... is back inthe picture
+ Like anyone?: josh i love you
+ In love?: always am..
+ Who have u known the longest out of your friends?: zhene
+ Who's the loudest: debbie
+ Who's the weirdest: josh
+ Who do you go to for advice: mike
+ Who do you cry with: josh
+ What's the best feeling in the world: Being loved by josh
+ Worst feeling: breakin up with josh
+ Finished: 10:56 a.m.
||[11 Apr 2003|03:30pm]
yeppers yea welll ... nothin really happened today at school i did nothing i took a make up quiz in mrs. thompson and i gotta 100% yay! that suprised me cuz i didnt really think i knew that stuff...
ANYWAYS.. people are still gossipin bout me and lb talkin about a whole buncha stuff that really didnt even happen today people said that i kissed josh on the field trip and i really did not... and then dawn cleveland said that she heard that ana stallworth was tellin people that i had talked to rondell and that was definitly
NEGATIVE and i gotta go this classroom is about to be closed.!
yea .. WUN
|Anyways back to wat i wus sayinq
||[10 Apr 2003|10:47am]
yea but anyways on da bus Early in the morning everyone was sayin wat they were sayin about the me and lb situation... yea first off i heard that poele were sayin that i broke up with him to go wit josh ...
NEGATIVE</b> really me and josh just i dont know ... feelin eachother again... then people were sayin that i kissed josh on the field trip to the phillies game ... NEGATIVE ... really me and josh never kissed IN FACT! josh wanted to kiss me but i said no that would be right since i go with lb still... gossip folks also were sayin how i cheated on lb like 4 times since weve been together... DEFINITY NEGATIVE .. u know i really was feelin' lb and then he started gettin on my nerves a lil bit and he knew he did cuz i told him and if i did cheat on him i wouldve told him cuz i dnt really care that much ... and all lb's lil friends are really gettin on my nerves cuz they act like lil biOCHnicnes.. thats mah new word for the day biOCHniches in fact lb is in this class right now and he really is gettin on my nerves i cant believe i went with that fool.. ! lol anyways .. ye i think im goin to dovers prom maybe ... with justin paylor ... cuz he asked me and dovers prom is really nice all the time it should be off the hook .. ! i need to go to a party .. cuz i needa vent !
today is really wack .. we have a track meet all the way to BOHEMIA MANOR .. all the damn way to maryland its gonna be a long ass ride im not really lookin forward to it .. and ima bout to write a not to josh .. so I HOLLA lada
|oh gosh i failed my test
||[10 Apr 2003|10:33am]
yea i just got back from mrs. thompsons class and i think i just failed my test and thats not good i did have an A .. in there so yea and i dont need to fail another class cuz i had 50 in American History so thats not good ... ill update the rest ina' minute WUN
|Dang Man ... I Gotz the PIMP JUICE i gots ta let it loose..
||[09 Apr 2003|07:31pm]
dang i got mad haters once again i was doin good in my school lately but now thatme and my boyfriend lb aint really goin together anymore... and im sorta likin josh again .. my ex fa like fa-eva...i still got mad love for him .. so all your COCK SNIFFERS ... HOP OFF MY NUTS ... lol anyway today was really somewhat boring i really did not one DAyUM thang but you know we all get days like that .. anyways i guess TIARA SEENY on my shit now ... cuz josh was i guess talkin to her or watevea .. and now im talkin to josh now ... but jost will always be mines ... in his heart he'll always al' love my ass lol everybody knows taht and i really dont know why hoes are trippin to the the full extent ... LORD HELLLLLP ME ... FROM SLAPPIN A DUMB BISSSHHH! lol anyways ... tiara seeny is really trippin i dont the tiempo fa her games... this aint monopoly nuCCa ... this life ... an' you know im ready to fight someone cuz ima bout due to beat some ass lol
anyways.... OBSERVE MY NEW LAYOUT THANKS TA SAMMIE ... _KISSABLE ... she is great!
||[09 Apr 2003|12:05pm]
YEPPERS... i just made new colors for my lournal cuz it was ugly an di think it it once again ugly as a bitch i cnt do anything for it so if anyone knows how to make a background for me that would be HOTT AS SHIT ...
SAMMIE IF YOU READ THIS HOW'D YOU MAKE YOUR BACKGROUND ..
anyways ill give everyone the details of my day later! WuN
|sammies house is the hot spizzot
||[08 Apr 2003|10:47am]
yea well this weekend was really fun and stuff cuz yea...
friday ---- the whole tenth grade went the to the phillies game and i was really hot it was mad fun there i was on the same bus as sammie quintin audrey tracey josh and manny and we were baggin up the whole way josh was sittin with me and sammie was sittin with quintin in the seat ahead of us.. but anyways josh fell asleep on me the whole way there and he was really cute and stuff ... i would look down on him and i would sayy "aww" cuz he looked really cute. but anyways when we got there the game was off the hook phillies fans are wild i sat next to josh and at his french fries we had fun and our side was lucky enough to see a fight cuz a pirates fan came over and waved his hat in his face and was like bow to this so you know the philly fan had to get up and throw beer in his face and they were BRAWLIN LOL but anyways... then after that the bus was all late pickin us up so we got back to the school mad late so me and sammie just schilled at the hosue and thats when mad people started comin over ... first josh, steffon and chucky ford came over for a lil while and they were just actin dumb ... then a lil while after they came pop and reggie came over but yea ... then after that joe teddy kevin and steven came over and steven was drunk and it was really funny cuz joe likes me and i was messin with steven and steven goes out with this girl named maria and theyve been messin around but i really dont care that much! so thats wat happened friday! really really fun!
Saturday ---- we i woke up and sammie woke up and we were just sittin there and sammie went to the tanning bed then we came home so we went to the mall with her mom and we saw tom and rj then right after that we saw chucky gillis and were really excited cuz we havent seen him in a really long time and he used to be our best friend so yea. we wanted to hang out with him so we left the mall and we had to pick up his cousin dionta in camden and he looked like 50 cent lol (doesnt everybody)? but anyways we came back to the house and at dinner then diontas mom called sayin that she wanted him back so we had to go alll the back to camden to drop him off at the super walmart and once again me and sammie were excited cuz weve never been to the super walmart then we saw jessica reedy and shes crazy! but anyways the rest of the night we were lookin for a party to go to btu we couldnt find one so we had to make it a movie night so we rented Seven and sammie fell asleep and while she was asleep chucky was talkin to me and i guess he likes me or watever cuz he was tryin to hold my hand and stuff and he was rubbin my back lol anyways thats how that night happened! then we went to sleep.
Sunday ---- im running out of time so ill have to make it quick but anyway bean and tommy came over then they left then justin paylor came over and he was tryin to meaner then he really is so yea. hes really sweet. then i spent the night over there and thats how my weekend went
|Move Your Body Like a Snake Ma!!!
||[02 Apr 2003|09:53am]
Yea i havent updated in a long time but yea ... anyways nothin really has been hapening with me lately ... but i ahvent updated in so long but yea yesturday i went to this field trip with my school.. we went to the Ellis Island museum.. then we took a ferry in the harbor and we saw the Statue of Liberty it was really boring but the highlight of the trip was when we were in the eliss islanld museum and these lil kids were following me all around the museum so you know me i had to stop and talk to em and they said they were in the third grade lmao... so yea and the place had mad security there and we had to take off all our jackets and belts and then we had to walk through a metal detector following the the questionaire they gave you... "do you have any guns, weapons, knives and or bombs?" yeah like im gonna tell them that im gonna blow up the statue of liberty! lol anyways there was this really cute worker at the concession stand and i was talkin to him and he asked me if i lived in new york and i was like so he said well thats too bad! lol he was really really really old ... anyways later on i got on the computer and was talkin to debra and stuff like that she said that she was at the boys and girls club with josh and pierre so you know i told her to tell JOSH to call me later and you know that he did cuz he still loves me lol ... anyways i dont know wat im gonna do about the lb situation .. im really thinkin about breaking up with him cuz i dont really like him anymore like i used to i used to like him a lot but i dont feel the same anymore cuz i used kto really really like him maybe more than i liked josh but not anymore he gets on my nerves and he follows me all around lol anyways i gotta read this book!
||[31 Mar 2003|04:50pm]
yea im sittin in mrs harris' room not doin much of anything today was pretty boring i didnt do anything and im skipping track practice right now becuz its reall really really cold outside and i dont feel like practicing really ... anyways i was really mad at the track meet the other day cuhkasdhfkhA DI HUI ok well i gotta go go goo
|wow today is boring
||[26 Mar 2003|11:14am]
yea im bored again and i have nothin to do in this class again so yeah i think im gonna update a il bit... yesturday we had a track meet and stuff like that lol too bad the girls team lost 113-10 yea thats really bad its only cuz we dont have a lot of girls in stuff .. like high jump and long jump but oh well we need more practice lol josh was at the meet and i guess now he goes out with tiara seeny or somethin.. hoewell i got sort of jealous yesturday about it i dont know why oh well sometimes i wonder if im ever gonna go back out with him lol but josh was bein josh and hes supposed to be messin with that jolly girl right now and supposedly messin with ana stallworth a while back .. i asked him if he really likes tiara and he said he didnt know really cuz they just started goin together... josh josh josh oh well i have my own boyfriend to worry about i do miss josh sort of but i dont think we have anything left in our relationship. yesturday he was about to get in a fight and i was really worried i dont know about him sometimes but im really glad that were still good friends i think that hes too much of a lil player now a days.. anyways i still love him ta def. at the meet yesturday i didnt do hardly any of my events that i was supposed to do i was really worried to though! and i was nervous but anyways nothin really on my agenda so far oh and dawn cleveland is messed up .